I just don't update it enough, and I've lost any sort of attachment to this website. So I'm leaving deviantART.

I wish I had the time to submit more deviations... ;w;

I'm kinda down in the dumps recently, but it's nothing anyone can help? I think? Things are hectic here recently, and, well, nothing's going how I'd like it to go.

I'm still unemployed. I can't get the medical part of my work permit application filled out, even, because I don't have the right doctor. So I can't earn money to do anything I'd like to do until I turn eighteen.

My grandmother's moved into a retirement home down the street from where I live. And ever since August, she's gotten most of my family's attentions. Even my little sister had to wait until pretty much the last day to get her school supplies. And now that school's started for Jaimee, she and Grandma have 100% of the attention around here. It's busy enough around here that I don't think my parents recognize that I'm even in my senior year, now.

I've been really jealous for reasons that I can't help over the past few days, too. I don't want to be jealous, but I can't help but feel that way. I don't think anyone can help but to feel jealous, sometimes.

On lighter notes...

I've started watching Gundam 00. And though I've never liked Gundam, I really love it. Lockon's my favorite. <3

I am, like I mentioned, now a senior in high school. I imagine it being more fun at a public school instead of being homeschooled. Though, you can't help what you can't help, like I said.

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
1. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
2. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds!


1.If someone says "Is this okay?" you say?
Tick Tock (Vocaloid KAITO)

2.What would best describe your personality?
Uncertain Memory (Gackt)

3.What do you like in a guy/girl?
God Is A Girl (TaTu, I think) 8D

4.How do you feel today?
Tip Taps Tip (Halcali)

5.What is your life's purpose?
Fantasia alla marcia for piano, chorus, and orchestra (Tokyo Philharmonic Orchestra)

6.What is your motto?
What's Up People?! (Maximum the Hormone)

7.What do your friends think of you?
Knights of Cydonia (Muse)

8.What do you think of your parents?
Shima Uta (Vocaloid Kaito)

9.What do you think about very often?
Alones (Aqua Timez)

10.What do you think of your bestfriend?
Major Tom (Shiny Toy Guns)

11.What do you think of the person you like?
Nagareboshi ~Shooting Star~ (Home Made Kazoku)

12.What is your life story?
Spirit dreams inside (L'arc~en~Ciel)

13.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Monochrome no Kiss (SID)

14.What do you think when you see the person you like?
Sen no Yoru wo Koete (Aqua Timez)

15.What do your parents think of you?
Ichirin no Hana (High and Mighty Color)

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Advent Children One Winged Angel (Nobuo Uematsu) 8D YESSS I HOPE SO

17.What does your crush think of you?
Hitomi no Tsubasa (Access)

18.Describe your first love.
REINCARNATION (Yukana)

19.What is your biggest fear?
Reason (Soichiro Hoshi + Hikaru Midorikawa)

20.What is your biggest secret?
White Reflection (Two Mix)

21.What song will be the title when you repost this?
Platinum Soul (Ami Koshimizu)

Rules:
1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs. Do it again if you wanna use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz (your OCs name)".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!!!

Ryouko

1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?
Ryouko Matsudaira. But you can call me master. <3

2. Interesting... what's your current age?
You don't ask a lady that. (Twenty eight.)

3. Uh huh. What's your favorite food?
Ramen and chocolate.

4. And your favorite drink?
Anything caffeinated or alcoholic.


5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?
I love only myself. <3

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?
That would be very awkward... .A.


7. Classic question! What's your favorite colour?
Red! It's a color I see every day.

8. Who's your favorite author?
Jiraiya. >3>

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
I'm my own biggest fear. <3 But I'm also afraid of thunderstorms.


10. *stifles a giggle* I'm not laughing *bursts out laughing* Sorry. Any siblings?
... A lot of them?


11. Almost, it's only twenty questions. Who's your hero?
Yondaime Hokage-sama.


12. Ok, who is your worst enemy?
Hatake Kakashi. D<

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
I'd kick his ass, of course!!


14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?
Well... it'd be... she'd better bring a body bag.


15. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?
I'm already an adult! How rude. D< (She's a doctor and medic-nin.)

16. What's your worst nightmare?
There was one... with a monster chasing me...


17. What's your lifelong dream?
To keep my record of 3,453 bowls of ramen eaten consecutively at Ichiraku!


18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?
>D I'd drink all night!

19. Ok, where's your favorite place to relax?
Uh... couch?


20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
Bitching at the air conditioner.

21. We're done! Now tag whoever you want. DO IT!
Nanashi's turn! <3

Nanashi


1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?
Um... people call me Nanashi...

2. Interesting... what's your current age?
Fourteen, I think!

3. Uh huh. What's your favorite food?
I like nabe...

4. And your favorite drink?
I just like water, thank you!


5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?
... >////>

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?
N-no!


7. Classic question! What's your favorite colour?
Blue, because it reminds me of the sky.

8. Who's your favorite author?
I don't know?

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
Losing what little I have.


10. *stifles a giggle* I'm not laughing *bursts out laughing* Sorry. Any siblings?
I'm not really sure.

11. Almost, it's only twenty questions. Who's your hero?
To be honest... Sensei is my hero.

12. Ok, who is your worst enemy?
Um... um... I try not to have enemies.

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
I'd watch Sensei win!

14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?
I'd thank her for making me. ^__^

15. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?
I'd like to just be a good father.

16. What's your worst nightmare?
C-c-cat....

17. What's your lifelong dream?
To find my family!

18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?
I-I'd be so happy...

19. Ok, where's your favorite place to relax?
My box. >__> <__<

20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
Defending my home!

21. We're done! Now tag whoever you want. DO IT!
Nobody else?

.:FIRE:.

[ ] You have a short temper.
[x] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[ ] You are very competitive.
[x] You like to play with fire.
[ ] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[ ] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[ ] You often lose control over yourself.
[ ] You can be quite reckless.
[x] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[x] People have often called you insane.
Total: 4

.:WATER:.

[x] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x] You like to go to the beach.
[x] You rarely get angry.
[x] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[ ] You think before you act.
[x] You are good at breaking up fights.
[x] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[ ] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x] You are very generous.
Total: 8

.:EARTH:.

[x] You are physically strong.
[x] You have a close connection with nature.
[x] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[x] You could easily survive in the wild.
[x] You care about the environment.
[ ] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[ ] You rarely get depressed.
[ ] You aren't afraid of anything.
[ ] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 6

.:AIR:.

[x] You have a free spirit.
[x] You hate rules.
[x] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[x] You hate to be restrained.
[x] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[x] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[x] You wish you could fly.
Total: 10

.: DARKNESS:.

[x] You spend most of your time alone.
[x] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[ ] You like creepy things.
[ ] You like to play tricks on people.
[ ] Black is your favorite color.
[x] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[x] You don't talk much.
[ ] You are atheist.
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[ ] You love to break the rules.
Total: 5

.:LIGHT:.

[ ] You are very polite.
[ ] You are spiritual.
[x] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[ ] You believe everything you see or hear.
[ ] You are afraid of the dark.
[ ] You hate violence.
[x] You hope for world peace.
[ ] You are generally a happy person.
[ ] Everyone loves to be around you.
[ ] You always follow the rules.
Total: 2